am i getting old.

i think so......

i am not like in my younger days, where i can push myself hard. i can go without sleep for 3 to 4 days and i will be up and running with just a few hours of sleep. i can push myself so hard that when i think back, it really firghtens me.

i remember, when i go for a run, i tell myself, 1 more kilometer...then one more, and one more and one more.....i push....

i am not that old...and i dont think i am that old....

maybe all these comes with age.

but my body is like a battle laden soilder..... no longer like it use to be

i keeping forgetting things. *SNAP* and i forgot what i want to say or do.

i sprain my back again yesterday, by just putting my backpack in the back of the car seat! damm!

i was sick 2 weeks ago....again!

am i getting old.

i think yes. maybe that is life.

every sunday, in the sunday times, there is a section on finances. thye talk about how to buy property, manage your money and recently a lot on leaving behind a will.

i was thinking, maybe i should be a bit more hard working and if i can remember, write a will or something. at least if i go, things will be in order.

another useless thought