i am like a walking zombie......

an empty shell....just churning out work....... eye wide open, but the brain was just drifting......and drifting......

BUT..... i was fortunate to get to go home early on monday........ i left the office before 8pm......

there were still life in the business district area.....something i have not seen for a long long time........

i got home....got a good home cook meal.....and my mum in law got be my fav....CHICKEN!!!! yum yum!!! slurp slurp!!!! its been a long time since i have eaten chicken...... guess it was my reward.

after dinner..... i was dead tired...like i have been dead tired for weeks!!!!

went to bed to lie down and listen to the wife gossiping..... (actually talking to her mum)... somehow i fell asleep..... i think i woke up after about 20mins.....

maybe it was a power nap for me....but after that i could not sleep at all!!!!!

then i thought..... must be i am not use to sleeping so early..... i have been sleeping at 2 - 3am for the past few weeks.... for its kinda strange that i go to bed at 10plus at night......

sigh...sign of hard life.....

then again.... the agency is closing due to the cold war warming.....er.......anyway.... its like a last burst...the last lap......

another useless thought