a few days before the lunar new year, may aunt injured her back. she cannot even stand up straight. you can see the pain in her.

i know how she felt. i just injured my back at the stroke of midnite on christmas eve. yes, its painful. i know.

i drove myself to the sinshe (chines doctor) everyday, to 'tu na' (massage) and acupuncture.

so i decided to fetch her to to the doctor everyday until she gets better or at least till she can at least drive there and back herself.

and so my journey began. eveyday, i will go to her house at around 10am. i will drop her off, parked my car nearby, then i will buy newspaper and sit myself at the nearby kopi shop and enjoy my loti kaya and cold storage butter and a nice cup of kopi.

its been more than 2 weeks now, except sunday and the few days of holiday, i have doing that.

thats when i suddenly realised that this is really hard work. my thoughts turns to my family. the waht if question comes to my mind.

yes...what if..... i have to take care of their needs....can i do it day in day our? it is really very tiring. i realised how it is for those who need to take care of the less fortunate. its tough. it take great patient, love and understanding to take care of another person.

i pray to God to give me the strength, the will and the love to do it.... and i will.... we all need to be like mother teresa. give till its hurts. no question.

another useless thought.