yesterday's sermon make think of something which we all...as christians have not given much thought to it.

as disciples of Jesus, do we want to be shepherds or hired hands?

i think many of us think like hired hand. you give me a dollar, i work for a dollar..no more and no less.

but as a Shepherd, its totally different. you are responsible for all the sheeps in your care....

Jesus is a great sherpherd. he loves his sheep so much that he die on the tree for us. wash our cloths white with his blood. his love for us is endless. infinite and ever lasting.

he goes beyond his call as a shepherd. he make sure we are all well taken care of and also love.

we as christians often have the wait and see attitude. the mentality is this " let other do it, i am not responsible'.... excuses..... Jesus did not call me..... but at the first sign of problems, they pray to God for help...... and God help them.... are they grateful?

today, i am sad to say there are many many outstanding catholics..... yes...i am sad, i did not type wrongly, or is there a typo..... outstanding catholics....... they all stand outside the church...becasue they are late for Mass and also because they want to be the first to leave...even before the priest possession out of the church.....

lets be his good shepherds. lead his flock. let not even one sheep be lost. God will be sad.

but who am i to judge God's disciples?, who is good who is bad.... i am not worthy of this.... cos i am also not that good. on friday, i met up with the super heros and eat at hogs breathe.... meat!! knowing friday is no meat day.

this are just another of my useless thought