today is a sad day for me....

finally i get to hear some rumors about me...... its not nice.

first a church friend email to me and mention that he heard rumors that i was looking for him....and wanted to talk to him......

i reply that its confirmed that it is a rumor... and thought nothing of it...seems like a joke to me..harmless...

then a second email came.... he laugh it off... and told be about the broken telephone game..where the end message becomes very distorted from the original....

then..just when you think it was safe to go back to church.... he told me that there was another rumor that i was angry with the youths in church....especially during the Holy Week..... where the youth took charge of one of the Mass.

me being the liturgy chairman, i am the one in-charge of the liturgy in church....
i support the youth 100%.... they are the pillars of our church. they bring life back to our church. to me, the liturgy is man made...we created it. the youth have their way to express their love for God...... why would i be angry with them? their zest in the work and time for God is second to none....

now i wonder who is the idiot who say i was angry..... i hate politics in church.....

church is a place of worship, of love....of peace... and of joy..... i left the church once because i can't take the politics in church...... i hope i don't head that way again.

this is not a useless thought..... this is a very angry thought...... don't let me know who that person is..... he/she will be so damm sorry.....

peace...what an irony.