i have finally told my priest that i want to step down as chairman of the liturgy committee.... i guess its a load off my mind...

I am sad...not because i am loosing 'power', but i am sad cos i do enjoy my work even with all the bitching and politics going around. i miss serving God in a way.

i ignore the politics...i stop all nonsense in my liturgy meetings. i make them mention names if they want to give feedback. NO BITCHING!!! NO FIGHTING!!! NO POLITICS!!!! in my watch! we just serve the Lord with no question asked...GET OUT if you are not happy.

maybe i am unhappy...so i am getting out....let a better person serve the Lord... i had to leave cos some people are getting on nerves, and i don't want that to affect my christian life.

well, maybe i will go to serve another ministry.... maybe in a few years time, God willing and if i am still alive, i will be called back to serve...i just need a break. Its killing me spiritually.

too much politics going on in there..... i am not taking it.

i keep asking myself, why do people fight for power in the church? whose glory are they fighting for? God or themselves?

i mean if you want power...then join the priesthood and fight to be the POPE! that absolute power!

another useless thought