i have been working 22 hours shift everyday for the past 3 week plus....

its friday....finally it was slowing down a little, i could take a breather. i pack up and left the office past midnite and went straight to bed after i shower...

the next thing i knew... it was a cool saturday morning.....

i fell into a deep sleep the night before, did not know what happen the night before....

when i open my eyes at about 8am... the sky was bright and in a moment, i panic...TIME TO GO TO WORK!!!! then i realise that i don't need to go to work..... its finally my rest day

then another panic button hit me.... as i turn my head and i thought.... holy shit!!!! WHO IS this woman sleeping beside me!!!!

i thought.. i did it..i have been unfaithful......

after 5 seconds...i realised that she was actually my wife... it was like in the movies, the guy got drunk and the next morning, there is a woman beside him that he have no idea who she is... heh

sigh....i have been working so late that i have not been seeing my wife and going to bed with her.... or even talking to her...... she is like a stranger to me now.

i suddenly realised that this is not life.... this is stupidity to the power of 'N'....

it's time to quit... it's time to change..... or so i have said it many times.....

when?

another useless thought