i feel like a redundant person in the office right now.. i mean since the day i hand in my official resignation letter...

why do we need to give a one month notice? to handover or to make a person have this redundancy feeling?

i feel like the invisible man. no one ask you anything. no one really want you to do any more work. no one ask you for meetings... BUT you cannot tell the clients you have been working with that you are leaving.

why do we have to pave a way for the company to move one... but the company almost NEVER pave a way for the staff....ex staff to move on...???

honestly, if i leave NOW...i think it will not affect the company at all.

i am just sitting here...waiting for time....31 jan 2008.... it was suppose to be 10 jan 2008!!!

i am NOT counting my days...cos its only another 43 days. if i minus all the week ends and holidays.... its 30 days more to go.... but i am not counting at all.... taking it one day at a time.... thats all....720hrs....

i don't feel like working anymore..i am like in a limbo mode...neither here nor there. i so want to do something but on the other hand, i am stuck here...waiting.....

sigh.... redundancy..... it feels like shit. and thats a nice word to describe this feeling.

another useless and redundant thought!