i think i am loosing it...

it was a cold night yesterday..... lights in the kitchen was off....pitch dark....

i wanted to make a cup of warm drink.... i walk towards the kitchen and switched on the lights....

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! ....... i stared at it and he took a one second look at me and wriggle away out towards the window....

i waited to make sure he gets out..... this is where i think i have lost it...i am actually letting it go!... i was hoping he will go out of the window...and drop 17 floors down.

he did not move but hide between the panels... and so with my fastest movement ever.... run to the store room and grab my sub-machine gun.... i really meant a broom..... and dash back to the kitchen... he was still hiding behind the window..... i push the panels with my broom.... and it ran..... instead of out of the house....he ran into the house!!!! near the stove... i was like...oh no...shit.....

i had no choice but to get my biological weapons...... yes..bygone and lysol!!


i started spraying.......ppppppppppsssssssssssssssssssss....here..... ppppppppppsssssssssssssssssssss there......

it ran....peek at me and ran again......as i spray.....

he ran between the pipes...hiding there not moving.... i look but he was no where to be found.... then i spotted a hole in the wire trunking..... i guess he must have ran into the bunker.... to avoid the chemical weapons.....

i continue to spray...but there was no movement.....

after more than 10 minutes of waiting..... i thought...i gave up. he ain't going to come out from the bunker....i will just spray some more and let him die in there......

i switch off the lights.... and left.....

after 3 minutes... i thought i should make sure....

there is a small pot of money plant at the kitchen sink.

i switch on the lights.... and walk towards the battle ground.... i saw some movement...the enemy actually hid behind the money plant for cover..... the leaves moves.... i jump!!!!!...he jumped out and ran.... but he was dizzy from all the biological stuff i have thrown at him.... he was slow....

i ordered my general to come get him...... and so...my mum took a piece of tissue paper from the drawer and begin the clean up operation..... the enemy drop a tail when in hot pursuit.....

he was finally caught.. my mum gave it a good squeezed i think and send him into the detention barrack 17 floors down.... in the rubbish chute.

i am not too sure if i am loosing it.... the will to search, kill and destroy.....

another useless thought