God is sad.... and so am i......

sigh....

its been months and months of bad news..... and just a few days ago, massacre in mumbai... yes, i classified it as massacre, its the killing of innocent people.

i have absolutely no mood what so ever to blog... its just so sad.

what drives people to commit murder? i mean those everyday murder you see in the news.... family violence, homicide... it could be define quite easily like due to stress, pressure in life and in society, depression, family history or simply mental.....

but these "freedom fighters" can you even comprehend? killing of innocent people and especially children.... by the hundreds or thousands? and in the name of freedom and democracy and god????

so now, who are the bad guys? the terrorist or the people fighting them? its a chicken and egg thing here.

i am not sure if all these violence have solved anything. for me, it just continues to escalate into more violence and more "freedom fighters" and more people killed and more blood....

SENSELESS KILLINGS AND SENSELESS PEOPLE!!!

i take a break now, i won't be not blogging for a while now ..... my heart aches..... aching for innocent people who die in the hands of people who claims to fight for justice and in that name of justice, they declare that the death of innocent people is unavoidable... for the families of those who have died in this stupid freedom fighting... and for God, who must be crying his heart out seeing all this hatred in a world he created where he only want love, peace and joy.

my heart aches more for the "freedom fighters" that create these havoc, massacre and blood bath....because hatred have filled their hearts so much it blinds them from the love, peace and joy of their families and friends... and God.

what have these murderers achieved in the last 20 -30 years?.... they have only manages to killed thousands and thousands of innocent people and have not for once achieve their objectives or goals..... yes they have managed to just KILL a lot of people.

my thoughts may sound naive and simple, but is it not better if we are a little more innocent and naive? is it not better to have more love in this world? is it not better to have peace?

in our short life on earth..... is war better?

in this time of Advent and coming Christmas, say a little prayer for the victims and pray for peace in this beautiful world and dedicate even more prayers and love to these "freedom fighters"!!

God bless us all.

another useless thought