last night marks the last day of the lunar new year....

with the bad vibes running mad into the year of the ox....last night something very bad and sad happened.... in my house..... i am still hurting now.....

the last day of the lunar new year also marked the passing of miss gold golfball.

she came to live with us for a very short time only... together with her twin sister...miss golden golfball, they were both very sweet girls...a bit fat and round though. they were presents from my uncle. i think he got them both for me a few weeks before the lunar new year..... miss gold goflball was a sickly fish then..... i remember her second day at our house, she became sick, she had rashes all .... and red spots all over her body, and her white tail is all red and seems like rotting.....

i was sad then, and took good care of her.... and nurse her back to health. she once again became lively, and seems to be saying thank you to me..... when she got well

but i guess the disease came back and with a much greater vengeance...this time i was too late even though i took extra care this time round..... but i was too late.....

i see sadness in here eyes.... it was popped out...like fear gripping her.... i took her out from the fish tank and put her in a container where i put salt and medication for her..... and also i don't want her to spread her disease to the other 3 fishes in the tank

she passed away in the still of the night when no one was looking and i was not even home... i hope it was peaceful death for her.... poor thing.... suffer so much.

i say a little prayer for her, put her in a nice container..... God bless her

another useless thought


miss gold golfball from the top...one last look at her.....





after the little prayer.... i cover the 'coffin' and prepare her finally resting place



she had fought a good fight..... God bless her....