i have been so busy at work.... i only see sunrise.... never sunset for the past ....well months.....

if i were to go home at 6pm one day... i know i will get lost in finding my way home!!! exaggerating? i don't think so.....

why do I have to work like that?

in the office i am called the disaster cat...in Chinese ..... 招灾猫 where ever i am....disaster strikes.... like having to work late.... sleepless nights.... stress...and workload that is beyond imagination!!!

ever since I got back from China my colleagues have been working like crazy.... literaaly no day and no nights!!!!

they mentioned that when i was away in China.... it was a peaceful 2 weeks..... no later nights..... they get to go home by 6 plus 7pm when the sky is bright.....

so i am the 招灾猫 and i am beginning to think so too myself!!

goodness... this have to change!!! this sounds like a joke to many..... but i think it is super unhealthy... i have being working continuously for 14 days.... monday thru sundays.... spending something like 18 hours working daily...... and all for????

when I make mistakes i get emails..... when I cannot produce work... i am a slacker...... BUT when i tell them something.... they can ignore me..... but then they are the bosses!!! they can screw up time lines....and we cant.....

life is jut so fair!

i want to move on... its useless fighting a war that even your won people are fighting with you...

hey thats call politics!!! well FCUK it...and its not a fashion label!!!

i don't even get to spend time with the wife..... eating dinner with her...... or just going out with her..... 2 WHOLE FCUKING WEEKS!!!!!! yap in the night when she is sleeping... i am working..... when she is still sleeping in the morning... i am already at work!!!!

I AM STRESS OUT!!!

HEY!!!! i am a dog NOT a cat!!!! i am a jazzybeagle!!!! a dog!!!!

another useless thought