the year of the horse is super fast! actually 2014 is super fast too...

We are already into the 3 day of February! A lot have since gone through my mind. there are tons of things i want to do and accomplish, there are useful thoughts and of course there are useless thoughts, but even as the horse runs at top speed, I slammed on the brakes and slowed down and re-focus what I want to do in life from here on.

there are a lot of problems in life. but no matter how big my problems were i realised that there are people out there with bigger problems than me. so i think I will not dwell too much on my own tiny problems in life and focus on the big picture.

First off, the beagle treehouse. it is something i have been wanting to do since my memory can remember. yap... a small design house to make a little impact in the design space. things have not been going too well, but i guess thats business... and even as i kick start the beagle treehouse, i began to see who are my friends and who are not. who i can depend on and who i should not trust at all. but in this dog eat dog world, sometimes you just gonna bite hard and work with people you don't wish to work with. let see where God will take me. if its meant to be, then The Beagle Treehsouse will be a small design house to be reckoned with sometime in the future.

meanwhile, my book is now empty, tomorrow, it will be different.

i hope all these will pass as i begin a new chapter in my life.... in the year of the horse. luck have never being with me and i dont really believe in luck. But i do believe in the Almight, God our father. I am forever thankful for who i am today, what i have today and i will thank him even if times are bad because loving God is not about the good times. its really about loving him in your bad times.

i continue to pray to God for strength and love and a BIG BIG heart for forgiveness.